Narrator: Qi Lin (a pseudonym)

Sex: Female

Age: 26 years old

Career: dance teacher

Qualifications: Bachelor degree

Status quo: Unmarried

Time: 15:00 p.m. on July 29th

Location: narrator's home

Qi Lin (a pseudonym) and I had a face in the table.

At that time, Qilin asked me, is "telling" true?

I said, tell me your story, and then I will write it out, and you will know if it is true.

Unexpectedly, after several months, Qi Lin took the initiative to find me.

Once again, our relationship became a reporter and narrator.

Qilin's cottage is clean and neat. Like her people, even sad, it is also a kind of bright sadness.

Because she never stingy her smile.

She took out some photos from the bottom of the bookcase to show me.

Every gaze of a beautiful woman is full of honey like happiness, and the tall boy with olive green beside her is holding her thin shoulders all the time.

However, judging from the location of the photos, this should be a past tense.

However, the picture is so fresh that it reminds us that the past is so much to be ignored.

Little daisy in fairy tales

There will always be some foreshadowing before the protagonist comes out.

So, I want to start with the Pony (a pseudonym).

Without the existence of a pony, I would not be so unforgettable about Erwen (a pseudonym).

When I first entered university, the students all envied me.

When they were still attending various kinds of social balls and looking for "prey", I already had a flower escort around me.

Pony is my childhood boyfriend. We studied in two different universities, but in Wuchang.

The pony is handsome, romantic and unruly, often wearing a large red sports uniform, holding a big Lily in the bedroom downstairs and waiting for me, without any scruples about the amazing sight of the surrounding people.

Once, I accidentally said, "the bedside of the bedroom is bare and not at all beautiful". As a result, he bought dozens of dolls on the second day, and instantly filled my bedside.

The students describe the romantic attack of the pony, like the surging river.

I was spoiled by the pony, proudly accepted the envy of everyone, and secretly decided that when the university graduated, he would marry the pony, and could not let the good man run away!

In the summer of that year, my father was in a car accident and was involved in a lawsuit.

The scorching heat of that year made our whole family fidgety.

At this time, I hope the pony can comfort my mother's mood around me, but he always can't see anything.

It's rare to talk to him about this matter, but like a child, he shows a carelessness.

My heart was so cold that I realized how unrealistic the love of fairytale was. It turned out that the ultimate goal of a woman's search for love is to rely on it, not romance.

My love with the pony is just a delicate daisy in the wind and rain.

I categorically broke up with the pony, and 4 years of affection suddenly became a bubble.

Olive green in the sun

The summer of that year was not calm at all. My family and lovelorn exhausted me, and I never thought that Erwin would break into my life.

Erwen is my good friend's comrade in arms, also is my fellow townsman.

Six months ago, he saw my name on my friend's mobile phone, and there was an impulse to get to know me.

So he kept texting and bombing me.

I have been accustomed to others' eyes and I am disdain for Erwen's way.

In the past, because of the existence of a pony, I had always ignored him.

My friend told me that Erwen is a man of great connotation and not as superficial as I imagined.

Out of trust in my friends, I changed my attitude towards Erwen.

Sometimes, some pony don't want to face the real problems, and I can talk with Erwen very freely.

I jokingly told Erwen that the four alarm clocks in the bedroom were all furnished. The morning alarm was invalid for our group of lazy people.

Unexpectedly, he greatly promoted the fine style of the military. He played my cell phone every day while he was doing exercises, and made a telephone call to the dormitory.

When I gradually accepted him as a friend, he told me frankly that he liked me.

I am not stupid, I can say that I saw the heart of Erwen long ago.

But love is meant to be "first come first served." in order to have this friend, I have been playing the fool.

The yarn was finally broken, and I had no choice but to escape.

On that day, I received an unexpected call from Ervin: he was graduating from the military academy and was about to face the assignment.

The sun can not cover up the tall and handsome man in the green uniform. He seems to have seen my worries from the eyebrows. I asked him the right questions, and let me vent my sadness in a summer vacation.

I didn't expect him to care so much about my family. He ran the traffic team to understand the situation, communicated with the lawyer, and bought many supplements to persuade my mother to take care of the body.

I see all this in my eyes, some moved and some guilty.

White embrace under static air

Erwen's timely assistance helped my family very much, and I gradually became accustomed to this tall man's shuttle in my line of sight.

Looking at the fine beads of sweat on his dark skin, I had an impulse to gently wipe him, but the girl's reserve restrained my mood.

Six months later, I kept in touch with Ervin far away in Zhengzhou, and all kinds of emotions were buried in word messages. No one was willing to tear it up again.

During the winter vacation in 2002, I went to the army to visit Erwen.

Before, I spent a week weaving a light blue scarf, and I knew it was his favorite color.

Actually, there are few opportunities for a soldier to wear a scarf, but I just like to leave traces of my mind swimming on his body.

I weave a needle into the scarf and I want to say something to Erwen.

Ervin's army had a large playground, so we stood at the ends of the playground and looked at each other quietly until the snowflakes on top of the head were falling from the sky.

I hid in his coat and looked quietly at the white covered playground.

He buried his head in my long hair. The heat in my mouth warmed my frozen red ears. He said, "I love you."

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I got a long lost warmth from Erwen.

His exquisite reveals a little domineering, let me unconsciously surrender to him, and willingly made his little woman.

The love he gave me occasionally had some militarized flavor, and everything was in good order, which made me feel a sense of emotion on the right track at the beginning.

As a soldier's girlfriend, we are destined to gather more.

But Erwin's actions always tell me that his love will not fade away from the distance.

On that day, I sang with a group of friends at KTV. When Ervin called, it was my turn to sing Melody Chiang's "darling, why are you not with me?"

I like this song very much. The lyrics are really my own inner expression. I sing and sing to myself, and I sing to Erwin on the phone.

Suddenly my voice choked, and I heard Ervin singing along with the music. It sounded like he had just learned a lot, and several places were singing out of tune. He didn't remember the lyrics, but he was not discouraged at all. He was like a brave kid who kept falling down and climbing up. He insisted on singing this song with me.

My cell phone passed through my sisters, and her clumsy songs gave birth to tears in their eyes.

Red shoes that are overshadowed

A year later, I succeeded in finding a job as a dance teacher with many years of dancing skills. He sent me a pair of red dance shoes from Zhengzhou.

To my surprise, the big man embroidered two words of "Qi" and "Lin" on the soles of the shoe.

I embrace these red shoes and fantasize about our future.

I have been with Erwen for more than two years. During this time, I saw all his relatives but I never saw his parents. I know from the side population that Ervin's parents are senior government officials. In other words, they will not let others casually enter their homes.

Erwen's practice has always been "saving the country through curves".

I am grateful to Erwen's painstaking efforts, but I was a proud girl since I was a child. In my dictionary, there are hardly two words of "failure". I do not believe that Ervin's parents refuse me because of family reasons, but I fear that they will really reject me.

So I struggled with the trouble I made, and the contradiction between Erwen and I began.

During his visit to his family during the Spring Festival last year, Ervin deliberately put my photos on the table when he packed up his bags. Even though his relatives had described me as gentle and virtuous, his mother still dropped a cold sentence: "I will not let such an ordinary girl enter my house.

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Ervin tried to persuade me to go to his home to prove to his mother how much we loved each other, but I refused.

I was too proud, I was afraid to see his mother's cold eyes, afraid to see his embarrassed moment to leave.

Ervin returned to the army after quarreling with his mother.

For a long time, mother did not forgive her son, even the phone did not fight, Ervin struggled in love and love.

"At that time, I knew that Erwen was the most miserable person, but I was still proud of my pride and inexplicably provoked the war with him.

Now think about it, I defend my dignity too much and neglect the importance of tolerance at the moment.

"Qi Lin lifted up his face and embraced his pillow.

The afterglow of the sunset stopped in her eyes through the window lattice.

Action and understanding are always out of sync.

When we become mature, it is a pity that love has given us no chance.

The last time we met was in late autumn.

In the wind of the wind, the tall Indus leaves fall on the leaves.

Erwen told me that when he became nothing, he had to choose to let go of me.

I understand his intention, and he has a good reason to make such a decision.

Although he finally thought about it for me, this relationship failed after all.

Later, I sent back those red shoes to Erwen, some of them were worn out, and those two words could not be restored.

Ervin finally failed to become my red dance shoes, carrying me, dancing happily on the Party of life.